Claude AnShin Thomas' Response to the events of September 11 2001
I recently received a letter
from someone that I know. This letter pertains to the events
that occurred in the U.S. on the 11th of September, it reads
as follows:
Hi Claude:
I'm in NY and just saw "Ground Zero" for
the first time. Looks like the Devil reached up from hell and
pulled all the life he could off of the surface of the earth.
My biggest concern right now is the timing of any work we try
to do in response to this disaster and war.
You wouldn't walk into the funeral of your sister and brother
to explain to your grieving mother that the sins of your father
have finally come home.
So, my question is:
Who is ready to listen and what do we say to them when they are?
Tread lightly, be effective.
Go in Peace
While what happened on the 11th
of September 2002 is and remains a terrible thing and I grieve
together with those who were directly affected. I also grieve
for the collective loss that is being experienced by this entire
country (the United States of America).
I must also in the same breath acknowledge that this is neither
a new phenomena nor is it among the most tragic. All we have
to do is to look with unfettered eyes at history to see this
story repeated infinitely to greater or lesser degrees. And if
we look at history with these unfettered eyes then there can
only be one conclusion and that violence is not nor has it ever
been the solution but merely the act that ensures that these
horrors will continue to occur.
When reading this letter I was also filled with the thought-experience
that all acts, by deed word or thought are a result of cause
and effect (Karma). The endless play of action and reaction,
seed and fruit. This perpetual motion is referred to as becoming,
a continually changing process of existence.
Having willed, human kind acts through body, speech and mind,
and actions bring about reactions. Craving gives rise to deed,
deed produces results, results in return bring about new desires,
new craving. This process of cause and effect, actions and reactions,
is natural law. It is a law in itself, with no need for a lawgiver
or external agency or power or God that punishes the ill deeds,
and rewards the good deeds. This is not endemic to the Buddha's
teaching.
It is we ourselves who, being responsible for our deeds, whether
good or ill, must also accept responsibility for their results.
We make our Karma. When we understand or accept the operation
of Karma and the result of volitional acts we may not be tempted
to evil and unwholesome actions that will come home to roost.
It is also important to understand that the Doctrine of Karma
is not fatalism. It is not a philosophical doctrine to the effect
that human action is not free. A philosophical doctrine that
adheres to a reality that all human action is necessarily determined
by motives which are regarded as external forces acting upon
the will, or predetermined by God or by some other Deity.
The teaching of the Buddha neither subscribes to the theory that
all things are unalterably fixed, that all things happen by inevitable
necessity, that is Strict Determinism, nor does the teaching
uphold the theory of Complete Indeterminism.
We are heirs to our deeds, bearers of our deeds, and our deeds
are the womb out of which they spring and through our deeds alone
can we change, can we remake ourselves and win liberation from
ill.
When reading this letter I was also drawn to memories and reflections
of Gandhi's position and teachings on nonviolence: "Nonviolence
is not passive resistance. True nonviolence does not issue from
weakness but from strength. True nonviolence is a matter of the
powerful voluntarily withholding their power in a conflict, choosing
to suffer for the sake of a principle rather than inflict suffering
even though they can."Nonviolence is an extremely
active force that has no room for cowardice or weakness! If
one is to renounce fighting then one has to wake up to their
own history, their own current experience of fighting. People,
families, societies, cultures and nations who ignore their own
history of violence and who openly deny this experience can not
prove the virtue of not fighting. True advocates of nonviolence
must be fearless, impassioned and dogged. Nonviolence is not
for cowards; it is for the brave and the courageous.
Contrary to our standard beliefs war does not begin with a declaration
and end with an armistices, or withdrawal, or cease fire.
Since Vietnam tens of thousands have taken their own lives. There
are higher numbers of homeless, of those incarcerated for violent
crimes who are Veterans of war. Even those who aren't touched
in these ways, the "success stories", are suffering.
They are looking at higher than average rates of alcoholism,
divorce, drug dependency (both illegal and prescribed), their
children, if they have them, are also reflecting this reality
hiding themselves in their rooms depressed, suicidal, cutting
themselves. These are the walking wounded.
And society doesn't look, doesn't notice, it turns away thinking
that by not seeing, this reality doesn't exist. It has been said "that the non-veteran is more responsible for the war than
the veteran." This reality is the reason why there is a
pressure to ignore the many visible realities of war and walk
on through some masquerade of life haunted by it's dreams. This
reality is the reason why there is a pressure to fight every
minute of every day to keep them repressed. Or this reality
is why there continues to exist the pressure to keep the memory
of soldiering alive. A tangible reality that the "war is
not over."
As surely as we are scarred physically by the cuts of knives,
the puncturing of bullets, the shredding of our bodies by shrapnel
- so are we scarred spiritually, emotionally, psychologically,
and psychically by the Trauma of War; The brutality, the inhumanity,
the surrealism, the insanity. We are disfigured, permanently
- indelibly, for the rest of our lives.
There is a plague affecting Veterans and other survivors of war,
a plague of inexplicable proportions. So profound that it escapes
medical diagnosis. This plague escapes diagnosis because it exists
beyond a material plane, transcends the precedent of medicalization.
It is the result of our unwillingness to look deeply, with mindfulness
into the nature of war itself at whatever level it is occurring
- to touch deeply and profoundly the consequences of aggression
(passive or active) not only on the aggressed but also on the
aggressor.
Once involved in or touched by the trauma of combat, there is
no getting on with our lives in any traditional social or culture
sense. To create heroes of ordinary people thrust in extra-ordinary
experiences only condemns them to an attitude, a perception of
themselves that they can never live up to. To create heroes of
ordinary people thrust into extra-ordinary experiences DOES
NOT PROMOTE HEALING!
To acquire titles, degrees, property, positions, etc. does nothing
to ease the pain or relieve the suffering of living (in forgetfulness)
with the consequences of our inhumanity. Ascribing to this notion
that we can buy our way free, that there is some rectitude that
can be claimed, clinging desperately to these illusions, merely
perpetuates suffering, our suffering at deeper and more profound
levels. Denying this reality, repressing it, merely causes
then our suffering to express itself in manifestations that we
look at with bewilderment and say (to ourselves, and out loud),
"How can this be happening to us, here of all places?"
When the physical manifestation of war ends - the cessation
of fighting - the effects of that Trauma "do not go away"
but linger on and on, and if left unaddressed the effects of
this Trauma becomes a ring through our nose dragging us through
life. We can know this as we see ourselves moving from one war
to another. We can know this as we begin to discover ourselves
in places we don't want to be, with people we don't want to be
with, doing things we don't want to be doing and telling ourselves
all the while that we love it, or that we must, or that we really
don't have a choice. All the while stuck in the closed loop of
suffering blind to our search to escape it.
Walking through the excruciating reality of the effects of war,
of trauma. Walking through the excruciating reality of the debilitating
efforts to anesthetize from these effects (a social and cultural
demand) I am learning a new and substantive meaning to the reality
of healing and I am experiencing, that as I heal so does my father,
my mother, my sister, my son, my family, my community, my society,
my culture. I begin to understand more clearly the responsibility
that I have to all those who have been consumed by this beast.
That responsibility is to not let your lives be wasted. Through
your death, through your continued suffering, you have taught
and continue to teach me that war is not the way, violence is
never a solution. And through this process of healing and
transformation that I have found myself on I have learned that
as I heal I heal you in me - REST IN PEACE!!
In Gassho:
Claude AnShin Thomas